Chapter 9: Headway is made....And Love is found

Clark walked outside with Lex in silence for a few minutes, before Lex asked the question that was on his mind.

“Clark….How are you doing?”  Lex finished lamely as he had a change in heart on asking Clark about his origins.

“Okay, I guess” Clark said shuffling toward the light rail station.

“Come on Clark, I know you better than that.  Tell me!”  Lex almost shouted at Clark.

“You want to know Lex?  You want to know that I puke up my juts every treatment that I have?  You want to know that I thought my best friend would stand by me, only to abandon me like every one else except my parents?  You want to know that I had thought I had made a friend with Tony only to find out that he wanted to get into my pants and for no other reason?  What do you want to know, Lex?”  Clark shouted with the steam rising from his mouth due to the cold and unshed tears in his eyes.

“What do you want….”? Clark said before turning slightly to hide the pain in his eyes.

“I want you…” Lex whispered and was surprised at his confession.  He had dreamed of the day when he would be able to tell Clark these exact same words, and have the boy in a positive manner.

“What did you say Lex?”  Clark asked as a tear slid down his face.  He had hoped that Lex would tell him that he wanted more from their friendship, but Clark knew better.

“I said…I want you to know that I am here for you.  I am sorry about before with Desiree Atkins and just a few weeks ago, but you have to understand that I thought about you all the time in the last few weeks.  I am concerned about you, I feel so helpless in this.”  Lex said admitting that he had a weakness with this whole Clark being sick thing.

“Lex it doesn't matter if you can't do anything in tangible terms.  It would have been great to talk to you on the phone or in a visit, but you didn't do any of that.  Instead you let me think that you hated or were mad at me.  That hurt way more than the whole Desiree thing, I could at least see where you are coming from on that.  She was a very pretty woman, but I would never do that to you and you should have known that.  This cut deeper due to the fact of you are the only “real” friend I have left.  Chloe, Pete and Lana are only looking out for themselves and I was just a convenient person to talk to most of the time.”  Clark said getting angry at the thought of his supposed friends back in Smallville.

“Clark don't get angry over them, and I will make it up to you. I promise you that, so do you want something to eat?  You have been eating properly haven't you?  Do I need to call Susannah to make you something up?”  Lex said in a worried voice while hovering his hands over Clark's arms.

“Leeeex” Clark whined just a bit at the overprotective Lex that was coming out to play, when ever Lex got like this he was a bear to anyone that wasn't Clark.  Clark liked to think that it was because Lex had more personal investment with Clark, but with Lex you never knew.

“Clark I am serious here.”  Lex said getting angry that Clark wasn't taking him seriously with the matter.

“Lex, fine if you want to know.  I want something to eat, how about a toasted ham and cheese sub?”  Clark said thinking of food as he spoke.

“Not good enough, I will tell Susannah to cook you something.  She just loves you.”  Lex said smirking at Clark.  Clark on the other hand blushed due to Lex's comment.  Susannah Garwood was the castle's cook and every delivery that Clark made she always was hitting on him.  It always made him blush thinking about delivering Lex's order when he wasn't around, because on occasion she would pinch his butt.

“How is Susannah here?”  Clark said now registering who would be cooking at the penthouse.

“I had her come here, when I decided that I would be spending quite a bit of time here.”  Lex said turning his head so Clark couldn't see the slight blush that stained his cheeks.

“Well…” Clark said not quite knowing what to say next.

“Yes?”  Lex asked trying to get what Clark wanted to say out of the young man.

“So what have you been doing these last few weeks?”  Clark said shifting foot-to-foot due to the cold.

“Clark let's go, it's getting cold and you are not supposed to be out in the cold.  Dr. Rowley would probably lash me if you got sick.”  Lex said turning to make his way toward the car.

“Are you coming?”  Lex threw over his shoulder as he walked to his car.  Clark was stopped before he could begin by a voice coming from behind him.

“Clark” Tony said running out towards Clark looking like he had just had the tongue lashing of a lifetime.

“What” Clark said tiredly, today had not been as restful as he had hoped, and he was ready to just go to the hospital for a long nap.  Lex heard the wiriness in Clark's voice and was concerned.

“Clark?”  Lex asked concerned.

“Just tired Lex” Clark said with a bit of tiredness shining in his eyes.

“Then lets get you back to the hospital.”  Lex said as he made to get in the car and completely disregarded Tony's presence.  Clark nodded his head and made his over to get in the car, when Tony's voice called out his name again.

“Clark, can we talk for just a second?”  Tony said looking at Clark like someone had just told him that Santa Claus wasn't real.

“Sure” Clark said and then made his way toward Tony.

“Clark, I'm real sorry about the way that I have been acting today.  It was just that I saw you with him and got jealous.  I know that isn't any excuse but it is the only one that I can give.”  Tony said pleading to Clark to forgive him.

“Tony those things you said hurt me, and I wasn't even supposed to hear them.  So you will excuse me if I don't believe you, okay?”  Clark said turning around to make his way back to the car with Lex waiting inside.

“Clark” Tony said grabbing Clark and twirling him around to face him, Clark had a look of disbelief and a bit of fear on his face.  Lex noticed and jumped out of the car to help his what he hoped soon to be lover.

“What did he say to you, for you to act like this?  I said I was sorry…. Come on, man!”  Tony said gesturing wildly with his hands.

“Sorry isn't going to cut it Tony.  Those words you said you meant with all you heart, so don't tell me that you were jealous.  You may have been, but that was only because I wasn't paying attention to you.”  Clark said trying to break free of the tight grip the Tony's had re-established on his arms.  Lex saw that things were about to get ugly and made an appearance at Clark's right side.

“It would behoove you to let go of Clark, Mr. Giovanni.”  Lex said his voice ice cold and his eyes shimmering with fury.  Tony noticed Lex and the emotions written on his face and paled at the fury that was sitting just beyond the surface of the young Luthor's face.

“I'm sorry” Tony stuttered out as he let go of Clark and backed away.  Lex quickly advanced on him to put the “fear of Luthor” into him as his father used to love to do to him.

“You Mr. Giovanni are now released of your duties as Clark's tutor.  Make sure to never show you face at the hospital for reasons dealing with Clark, I am understood?”  Lex said mere inches away from Tony's face.  If in any other situation, Tony would have been in heaven since he had been in love/lust with the young Luthor heir since his untimely exile to Smallville, but now he was rethinking that thought.  Tony quickly nodded his head and then ran off for the light rail station that would take him back to New Tory and to his MetU dorm room.  Clark chuckled at Lex as he came back with a self-satisfied smirk on his face.

“Let's get in the car and I will answer your question about what I have been doing.”  Lex said as they both made their way over to the car.  In the parking lot was a black BMW sat a spot with the license plate of “AJL I”, Clark had to smile that Lex had seen how uncomfortable he had been in the previous car.  After both Clark and Lex had gotten comfortable in the car, Lex began his tale of what he had been doing since the untimely break with Desiree.

“Clark, well for the last few months I have been working with the Governor of the state on a new bill.  Jacob Tate and I have been working on getting gay marriage legal recognition.  It deserves it in this state and with it being one of the last states in the US to not legalize it; I thought that someone should do something.  As for what I was doing in the last few weeks, well my father needed all of my attention and if there is one thing you are good at it is being a distraction.  Don't get me wrong there is nothing wrong with that, but my father was in the process of signing some contracts that would obligate me to marry Desiree Atkins, and I couldn't have that happen.  I worked long and hard with the Governor to abolish the gay marriage law in this state, so that maybe one day I may marry who ever I wish.” Lex said looking into Clark's eyes.

“You did what?”  Clark squeaked at the thought of Lex working long hours with little to no sleep to abolish the “same sex” law that had been in Kansas for years, the rest of the country had gotten the clue and decided that if you found love in your same gender than more power to you.  Over the last few months there had been an increase in marriages and Clark was happy to note that most were of same-sex couples.

“I…I…” Lex said worried that he had said the wrong thing too early.

“Lex Luthor speechless?”  Clark laughed and then gave Lex a half hug due to Lex still driving the car to the boat dock.  As they pulled to a stop on the boat, Lex began to speak again.

“I'm sorry” Lex said as he unbuckled his seatbelt to get a bit more comfortable in the stationary car.

“What for?”  Clark asked confused.

“About not being there for you,” Lex said turning to look at Clark full in the face, so that Clark could understand how sorry Lex really was for breaking his tie with Clark for the past few weeks.

“You explained why, and I totally understand.  I just would have hoped that you would have said something to me, before you sort of brushed me off.”  Clark said shrugging his shoulders at the thought.  He was still was semi-hurt at the action, but he could understand why Lex did what he did.  He only hoped that it didn't happen again, because he was pretty sure his heart would break if it did.

“Clark I could have handled it better, it was just my father threw this at me and I had to quickly take care of it for fear of being married by the end of the week to that whore Desiree.  I refuse to have my choice in whom to love taken away from me.”  Lex said with conviction that surprised Clark.

“You would marry a man?”  Clark asked cautiously, he didn't want to offend Lex but he had to know if he had a chance with Lex and by asking that question he hoped to get his answer.

“Love is love, and if I love a man then so be it.  I won't let the government or my father tell me whom I am to love.  Is that a problem?”  Lex asked worried that he had possibly just alienated his best and only real friend.

“No problem at all, since I agree with you totally.”  Clark said smiling at Lex.

“Well alright then” Lex said tucking the information away for later dissection.  The ride back to Metropolis went on with both Clark and Lex talking about things that had been happening since they last talked.  The two soon arrived back to the hospital and Clark looked at forlornly.  He didn't want to go back, not now that Lex was here in the flesh.

“Come on” Lex said getting out of the car for the valet to take care of the car.

“You're coming in?”  Clark questioned as he got out of the car and followed Lex into the main entrance of the hospital.

“Of course, why wouldn't I?”  Lex questioned as he strolled in with Clark hot on his heels.  Most of the people in the large entry way stopped to stare at Lex walking through the hospital.

“I just thought you might have to go.”  Clark mumbled as he realized that Lex was putting him first.

“I have the whole day free to spend with you and I intend to do just that.  If you need to rest that is fine, I can find something to occupy my time until you awake.”  Lex said as they now rode the elevator up.  Clark's stomach at that moment decided to grumble.  Clark blushed as Lex turned with a worried look on his face.

“I forgot to get you something to eat.”  Lex said shocked that he was not taking proper care of his best friend.

“I am kinda hungry…” Clark said trying not to look Lex in the eyes.

“Once I get you settled in your room, I will get you something to eat.  Do you still want the toasted ham and cheese and maybe a little soup?”  Lex said hovering closer to Clark.

“Umm, yeah that will work.  Can you maybe get me some ginger snaps?”  Clark said blushing at the smile that took over Lex's face at the request of cookies.

“Are you even allowed cookies Clark?”  Lex was loved watching as Clark squirmed under his gaze.  It made him feeling just a bit better that Clark was still the same old Clark from Smallville.

“Yeah” Clark said with an indignant tone in his voice.  Lex by then couldn't hold in his laughter so he began to laugh about Clark and the cookies.

“Hey!”  Clark said with a hint of a smile on his face, before he too broke out in laughter.  Lex soon contained his laughter due to them reaching Clark's floor.  Clark on the other hand had a huge grin on his face; most of the nurses on the floor were surprised at the happy look on Clark's face, due to the fact that Clark had been unhappy the last few weeks even with his visitors.  When they arrived to Clark's room, two people were waiting at the door, Ava Roberts and Dr. Rowley.

“Clark” Ava said as she eyed the man next to him.

“Ava” Clark said trying to make his way into his room due to the exhaustion that was making it self known.

“May Clark enter his room?”  Lex asked as he pushed Clark passed the wall that was Ava Roberts.

“I'm sorry Mr. Luthor” Ava said her eyes a light with glee, Lex could tell that she was up to something but couldn't tell what yet.  Dr. Rowley followed the two men into the room and watched for any signs that she was needed.  It only seemed to be that Clark was merely tired, and with Clark's recent treatment she was surprised he was still awake.

“Are you okay?”  Lex asked concerned etching his face.  Ava frowned at the apparent concern coming from Lex for Clark.  Her sister had told her that Lex was friends with Clark, but what she was seeing now was more emotion than what you should have for only a friend.  This was loved ones concern, and it made her wonder if her sister knew what she was talking about.

“I'm fine Lex, just tired and hungry.”  Clark said sitting on the edge of the bed looking at Lex with tired eyes.

“Okay, well get changed and I will see what I can find in the toasted ham and cheese department.”  Lex said starting to make his way to the door.

“No!”  Clark half yelled to Lex's back.

“Clark?”  Lex questioned turning around to see that Clark had worry and something else that Lex couldn't discern in his eyes.

“Stay?”  Clark said hoping that Lex couldn't hear the neediness of that one word from Clark.

“Clark the food won't appear by itself, and if you want a toasted ham and cheese sub I am going to get you one.”  Lex said before turning around again.  Clark looked helplessly to Dr. Rowley before she understood that Clark was afraid that Lex wouldn't come back.

“Mr. Luthor, how about I go get Clark a lunch and you can stay and visit with him for awhile.  From what Clark has said the last time he has seen you were when you were here the last time.”  Dr. Rowley said squeezing Clark on the shoulder to show that she understood his worry.

“Alright” Lex said making his way back toward Clark. Ava on the other hand watched this all in wonder.  She could see the worry and pain that Clark had written on his face at Lex's leaving, and she had to wonder again if her sister had Lex's feelings for her all wrong.  Ava excused her self when Dr. Rowley left the room.  Clark sat on the bed with his hands in his lap and had to wonder on when Lex would start in about him keeping him from something.

“Clark are you alright?”  Lex said making his way over to Clark to see what was wrong.

“I'm just tired Lex.”  Clark said trying to pass off the tears that were about to come from the exhaustion that he felt in his bones.

“Clark” Lex said seeing that something was truly wrong with his friend.

“I'm sorry Lex” Clark sobbed out.  He was just so relived, happy and tired that he couldn't seem to control his emotions.

“Clark” Lex said as he put his arms around Clark hoping he was doing the right thing, Clark on the other hand hung on to Lex as if he was his lifeline into reality showing how right Lex had been to embrace him.

“What's wrong” Lex said now rubbing Clark's back, trying to sooth the distraught teen in his arms.

“I was just so scared that you would leave and not come back” Clark said nuzzling Lex's chest due to Lex still standing in front of Clark.  When those words were spoken Lex withdrew and then sat on the bed.

“Clark, what do you mean you thought I wouldn't come back?”  Lex knew that Clark was insecure but Lex would never leave Clark willing since their earlier discussion.

“It's just you seemed so willing to leave, that I thought I had done something again.”  Clark said as he sniffed trying to wipe the tears away from his face.  Lex grabbed his hand with his right hand and wiped the tears with his free hand from Clark's face, both looking into each other's eyes finding the same emotions reflected back at them.

“I don't want to point it out, but you did it before Lex.  It hurt, it more than finding out I had leukemia.”  Clark said still looking into Lex's eyes.

“Clark, I know I said it before but you have to believe me that I will never do it again.”  Lex said running his hand down Clark's cheek.  Clark just nodded his head and gave a hesitate smile.

“Okay Clark, you need to get out of those clothes and into something more comfortable.”  Lex said standing back up next to bed and looking around the room for Clark's “hospital ware.”

“Umm, I think they are in the bathroom.”  Clark said making his way toward the bathroom with a shuffling manner.  The clothes that were in the bathroom, Clark knew that Lex would make fun of.  They were his most comfortable gray pajama bottoms and his favorite red t-shirt, which he wore to bed most days.

“Clark you aren't sleeping in a hospital gown are you?”  Lex asked with a hint of a smile on his face.  He was concerned that Clark could possibly be wearing an uncomfortable piece of clothing while in bed.

“No, I am pretty sure that I left the pajamas in the bathroom.”  Clark said closing the door to the bathroom and ending the discussion about Clark's clothing.  A few minutes later Clark came out looking happy and anxious at the same time, he was glad to be out of his jeans and flannel and in his pajamas.  Lex heard the door open and his breath caught in this throat as he saw Clark in pajamas.  He had never really seen Clark with out his flannel and he must so that his pajamas left little to the imagination on what Clark's body looks like.  As Lex got to Clark's face he noticed the anxious look he was getting.

“Come on Clark, get into bed.  I will check and see where Dr. Rowley is with your lunch.”  Lex said moving off to the side of the bed so that Clark could get into the small hospital bed.  Clark shuffled over with a smile on his face due to Lex not saying anything about his attire.

“Okay, and don't forget about the cookies.”  Clark said as he got into bed.

“You know I won't.”  Lex said as he made to tuck Clark into bed, but stopped as he realized just what he was doing.  Lex pulled his hands back as if he was burned; he was surprised by Clark speaking.

“Keep going” Clark said putting one of his hands on Lex's.  Lex just nodded his head and continued tucking Clark in.  Once he was finished the urge to kiss Clark on his forehead was too great to ignore.  So Lex leaned over Clark slowly just in case Clark didn't want what he was about to do.  There was no resistance from Clark, so Lex continued toward Clark's forehead, Clark closed his eyes in anticipation.  As Lex's lips descended upon Clark's forehead, Lex heard a sigh from Clark.  It warmed his heart that Clark was fine with the kiss.

“I'll be right back” Lex whispered as he drew back to see Clark's face with a look of total contentment of his face.  Clark just nodded and opened his eyes; Lex saw love in those eyes and had to wonder if it was friendship love or something more, as he wished it to be.  Lex walked out of the room feeling as he if was floating.  Lex made his way down the hall toward where he had seen some trays of food when they made their way up; as he got closer he noticed that Dr. Rowley seemed to be fighting with the food people.

“What do you mean that the kitchen is closed?  This is a hospital, the kitchen should only close at night, when no one is here that needs to eat.  This is unacceptable.”  Dr. Rowley made to leave, as Lex walked up to her.

“What seems to be the problem?”  Lex asked eyeing the young lady that was standing next to the empty tray cage.

“It seems that Clark missed lunch and when I requested a lunch be made for him, they informed me that the kitchen was closed until dinner.”  Dr. Rowley said looking at the girl the whole time she explained what was going one.

“Look, I ain't done anything.  Don't shoot the messenger and all that.”  The girl said making her way toward the first room to collect the lunch tray from inside.

“Well I will just order Clark's lunch.”  Lex said pulling out his cell phone and dialing the penthouse where his cook was.  After a quick explanation of what was going on, Lex secured Clark's lunch and cookies.  Lex then turned to talk to Dr. Rowley about Clark, he could see that Clark was not in top form and he didn't expect that what he really didn't expect was how gaunt and sickly Clark looked.

“Dr. Rowley how is Clark really doing?”  Lex said he walked with the doctor back to her office.

“Mr. Luthor, you know I can't tell you that unless Clark or the Kents give their permission.”  Dr. Rowley said sitting at her desk with Clark's file sitting her on desk.

“I understand that, but I don't want them to know.  You can understand that can't you?”  Lex said trying to be unconcerned that the Doctor wouldn't give him what he seeked.

“I do understand, but you have to understand that there are laws now in place for this reason and others.”  Dr. Rowley said looking at Clark's file and wondering if giving Lex some information would come back to bite her in the end.

“Julie as one person to another, is there nothing you can do to help me?”  Lex said in his cool business voice, which showed how concerned he was, at least in the doctor's opinion.

“Fine, but if you tell anyone I will deny that it until the cows come home.  Clark is one of the best patients I have worked with and I do not want you to even try and hurt that young man.”  Dr. Rowley said gearing up to stand up for Clark when it seemed that he himself would not.

“And further more, if I tell you this information you will under no circumstances interfere with his treatment or any decisions that are made about his care.”  Dr. Rowley said now waiting for Lex to respond.

“I understand and I don't plan to interfere in anyway.”  Lex said holding up his hands in supplication to the doctor's demands.

“Okay, then let's begin.”  Dr. Rowley said getting a bit more comfortable in her chair, what she was about to tell Lex would shock him.

“Clark as you know has leukemia; he has had so far two treatments and has responded well to the first one.  The second treatment on the other had, he has seen an increase of the side effect.  More vomiting and fatigue as well as his lost of appetite, which is why he looks so thin and gaunt.”

“Is there anything to reduce the side effects?”  Lex said worried that he would be losing not only his best friend and what he now realized what was the love of his life.

“I have given him medications to reduce the vomiting but there is nothing I can give him for the other side effects he seems to be having.”

“But he is responding to treatment?”  Lex asked hoping that even with the bad news there was some good.

“Yes, he is responding surprisingly well.  If you wanted my personal opinion, Clark is not fighting for his life.”

“What do you mean?”  Lex asked angry at the doctor that she could say such a thing about one of her patients.

“I have noticed with the children that I treat, that most of them are fighting for something.  Be that there family or a belief that they can beat the illness, they are fighting.  Clark it seems is not fighting for anything, I think he knows that he has to fight but he is just had too many things hurt him in a short amount of time for him to feel as if he should fight.”  Dr. Rowley could see in Lex's eyes that he was the cause to most of the pain that Clark had experienced, by the pain in Lex's eyes.

“So I have to make him fight.”  Lex said with determination in his voice.

“Yes, and make him understand that he will be missed by all his loved ones.”  Dr. Rowley gave him a knowing look and they both knew that the connotation of the remark had hit home.  Lex nodded his head and made to exit the room.  Dr. Rowley spoke one last time.

“This is the fight of his life; make him fight with all he has.”  Lex nodded his head as he exited the door, the words had made him realize that it was time to let Clark know that he was in love with the amazing young man, slowly of course but he would let him know.  As Lex made his back to Clark's room, he noticed a woman that looked suspiciously like Susannah, his cook, looking around a bit lost.

“Susannah?”  Lex called out to her as he made his way closer.

“Master Lex!”  Susannah said as she jumped, startled by Lex calling out to her.

“You didn't have to come all the way to the hospital to drop off Clark's lunch.”  Lex said trying to grab the plate away from her.

“No, Master Lex!”  Susannah said slapping Lex's hand and laughing at the look her gave her.

“I came to check on Master Clark, and I fully intend to do that.”  Susannah said walking away from Lex and toward the bank of rooms where Clark room was located.  Lex followed like a puppy due to the secret mother like feelings he had for the older woman.

“He is in the room at the corner.”  Lex said pointing the room that now looked to be unoccupied.  As Susannah made her way in she noticed that there was no hulking frame of Kent boy in the room.

“Are you sure this is it, Master Lex?”  Susannah asked as she looked around the room, to make sure that she hadn't missed Clark.

“Positive, he was here when I left a little while ago.”  Lex said also looking around the room.  Through the quiet Lex heard two faint voices out in the hall, in what seemed to be a fight.

“I'll be right back” Lex said before leaving the room and following the almost whispered conversation.  Lex was lead to a small waiting area, where Clark stood in his pajamas, with Tony Giovanni standing in front of him with a red face and hands clenched at his sides.

“I'm sorry about the whole thing Clark; I was just jealous and thought that if I bad mouthed you to him he would leave you alone.”  Tony said taking a step closer to Clark's body.  Clark could only shake his head; he was so tired that he couldn't even form coherent thoughts.

“Mr. Giovanni” Lex said making his presence known to the two younger men.

“Lex” Clark said relieved and happy to see the other man.  Tony on the other hand just glared at Lex and then turned back toward Clark.

“I thought I was absolutely clear that you were to stay away from Clark?  Was it not clear enough for you?”  Lex said making his way over to Clark, due to Clark swaying on his feet.  Lex placed a hand on Clark's arm and helped him exit the room.

“Will you leave him alone?  We were having a conversation before you came in.”  Tony said huffing as he followed the two back to Clark's room.  Lex led Clark toward his bed and then tucked him in again, before turning to Susannah and giving her a nod.  He knew she would take care of Clark until he came back from handling Tony.

“Mr. Giovanni, if you would follow me.”  Lex said exiting the room; before he left he walked back over to Clark, and whispered into his ear.

“Get some rest” was said and kiss placed on Clark's forehead again.  As a goofy smile took over Clark's face, Lex exited the room without looking back to see if Tony had followed.  As they arrived back to the small waiting area, Lex closed the door and sat in a chair near the door.

“Mr. Giovanni have a seat” Lex indicated to one of the chairs scattered about the room, his tone was as if he was talking to one of his or his father's many business associates.  Tony could tell by the tone to not disobey the man that was seated in front of him.  Tony sat on the edge of a chair on the opposite end of the room.

“Do you feel threatened, Mr. Giovanni?”  Lex asked secretly amused the man in front of him was not the same one that had just walked in the room with him.

“Uh, no not at all.”  Tony said gritting his teeth, in response to Lex's tone.

“Mr. Giovanni you seem like an intelligent young man, with what it seem to be an interest in Clark Kent. Is that correct?”  Lex knew he was getting to Tony, due to Tony shifting in his seat.

“Yeah” Tony said, knowing not to answer with any more than yes or no until such time that he was required to answer more, he at least learned that from his father back home.

“Yes well, and what may I ask is the nature of your interest in Clark?”  Lex said looking unconcerned about Tony's words.

“I like him” Tony said shifting in his seat again, he was really started to rethink that idea that this really wasn't Lex Luthor and that coming to try and talk some sense into Clark was a really, really, really bad idea.

“Hmmm” Lex said clasping his hands together under his chin, which was a move his father had taught him when he was a small child.  It told of unseen power and non-concern, and Lex could tell it was working by the look of horror on Tony's face.

“What's it to you?”  Tony said thinking that was either the smartest or the dumbest thing to do, he would soon find out.

“That Mr. Giovanni is none of your concern, my concern is that Clark may have been lead to believe that your “friendship” shall we say is more of the platonic nature.  If your interests in him are more than platonic, you will find Mr. Giovanni that you have picked the wrong man to try and bed.  Am I correct in my assumption that your feelings for Clark, do not run past a quick romp?”  Lex knew he hit the nail on the head when Tony winced at Lex's description of what he wanted from Clark.

“Um, well yeah” Tony said really regretting now that idea of coming back to the hospital.

“I understand” Lex said crossing his legs and watching the other person in the room squirm.  Lex would wait until Tony opened his mouth to finish him off, as his father would say.

“So what's it to you?  It's not like you want anything to do with him, or do you?  I see where this is going, you think you can play the cool Lex Luthor, which I still don't believe you are, and I will just submit to your will.  Well you got another thing coming pal, I want Clark and I plan to get him.  End of story.”  Tony said standing up now, seeing as he now thought he knew what the other man wanted.

“Sit down” Lex whispered in a tone that begged obedience and Tony sat just from the tone of the words, not the actual words themselves.

“You, Mr. Giovanni have worn at my patience.  I have let you slander Clark's name and now you dare to tell me what I want and don't want from Clark.  You will leave Clark alone, do you understand me?  You will make no attempt to contact him, understood?  For if I find out that you have in anyway done anything in the way of communication, you will find that having a Luthor as your enemy is not a good idea.”  Lex stood and exited before Tony could get a rebuttal in.  Lex took a few deep breaths before making his way back into Clark's room; he need not have worried about exploding his anger on Clark.  For there sitting in bed was a pouting Clark, with a mother hen Susannah poking and prodding him while clucking her tongue like a chicken.  Lex smiled at Clark's glare as he realized Lex was back.

“Will you leave me alone?”  Clark said with exasperation in his voice.

“Susannah” Lex said walking in and toward Clark.

“Master Clark, what are they feeding you here?  You're so thin, this is unacceptable.  I will start a diet that will put some meat back on those bones of yours.”  Susannah said still poking at Clark. 

“Susannah” Lex said again to get her attention, since it seemed that she didn't hear the first time.

“Huh” she said and then noticed that Lex was standing next to Clark.

“Master Lex” Susannah said by way of greeting.

“Susannah, why don't you talk to Dr. Rowley about Clark's diet?”  Lex said trying to get rid of the older woman so that Clark could rest.

“I think I might, unacceptable I tell you.”  Susannah said muttering to her self as she made her way out of the room and down the hall to find the Doctor in charge of Clark's care.

“Thanks” Clark said in a relieved tone.  Lex just smiled and put a hand on Clark's arm.

“Get some rest” Lex said before pulling up a chair to the side of the bed and grabbing a book that sat on Clark's bedside table.

“You don't mind?”  Lex said holding up the door, asking if he could use the book.  Clark just shook his head in the negative and then reached his hand out for Lex's.

“Hold my hand?”  Clark questioned in a small voice, that Lex couldn't and wouldn't say no to.  Lex just nodded and grabbed Clark's hand in a light hold, Clark smiled and finally closed his eyes.  Lex could feel the moment that Clark fell asleep, due to his hold on Lex's hand loosening.  It was a half a hour later that Clark awoke to the quiet muttering of Susannah as she came back in with Dr. Rowley in tow.

“Susannah” Lex said with a warning tone.

“Master Lex” Susannah whispered seeing that Clark was still half unconscious.  Dr. Rowley smiled, due to Clark finally getting the rest that he needed.

“Lex?” Clark called out as he opened his eyes.

“Still here Clark” Lex said turning away from the women that had smiles on their faces and back to Clark.

“Good” Clark said squeezing Lex's hand before trying to break the hold.  Lex squeezed in return and continued to hold onto Clark's hand.

“I'm hungry” Clark said and as soon as he said it his stomach began to growl in agreement.

“Yes, well” Lex said turning back to the two women since he was pretty sure they were here for a reason.

“Master Lex, Master Clark” Susannah started out looking to Dr. Rowley for help.

“Your cook, Mr. Luthor, will now take over the diet of Clark.”  Dr. Rowley said hoping that the decision she made was a good one.

“Alright” Lex agreed and then turned to Clark.

“What do you want?”  Lex asked hoping that Clark would be able to stomach hospital food for one more day, if need be.

“Doesn't really matter” Clark said with his stomach growling again.

“Clark”

“I could really go for some McDonald's” Clark said and then blushed.  It was his mother's usual routine to bring dinner when she came to visit.

“Okay, and what do you want?”  Lex asked interested that Clark Kent was not eating homemade food.

“A Big Mac meal, super sized of course with orange to drink.”  Clark smiled at the thought that Lex didn't believe the Kents knew what fast food was.

“Got that Susannah?” Lex said over his shoulder, his eyes still glued to Clark.

“Yes, sir” Susannah said as she made her way to the nearest McDonald's to get Clark his dinner.  When Susannah returned Clark ate with gusto that Dr. Rowley and Lex both knew now that he was fighting against his illness.  Lex stayed with Clark until the final call for visitors were to leave.  As he left a sleeping Clark, Dr. Rowley was standing outside the door with a small smile on her face.

“Mr. Luthor” Dr. Rowley said.

“Dr. Rowley” Lex said nodding his head in acknowledgement.

“Please call me Julie”

“If you call me Lex, Mr. Luthor is my father.”  Lex said with a smirk on his face, due to the small blush that graced the good doctor's face.

“Alright” Julie said now smiling at the human Lex Luthor.

“I wanted to talk to you about Clark.”

“Yes” Lex said trying to hide his worry about what the doctor was going to say.

“This is the first time in days that I have seen him eat so much.  You are good for him, don't let him down.”  Julie said stopping in front of the bank of elevators on the floor.

“I won't, I know that now.  Is it alright if I was to come outside the visiting hours?  With my work schedule as it is, I may not be able to come over and visit until either visiting hours haven't started or they have just ended.” 

“That will be fine, I will make arrangements.  We have others patients that have family members with the same issues, so I will just make sure to put your name on the extended visiting hours list for Clark.  Should I put his parents as well?  They usually come during the hours, but…”  Julie left the thought hanging due to Lex cutting off her words.

“That would be a wonderful idea.  I will let the Kents know once I get back to Smallville tonight.”  Lex said turning and pressing the down elevator button.  Nothing else was said until the Bing of the elevator to give notice of its arrival.

“Please do so, and don't make your self scare around here.”  Julie said by way of good bye.  Lex nodded as the door to the elevator closed with him inside.

The town of Smallville was just about to tuck in for the night when Lex arrived back to the castle via helicopter.  As the helicopter touched down, Lex was out of the machine and in the castle, before the captain of the machine could shut it down properly.  Lex had received a phone call from his father, not soon after leaving the hospital, stating that his presence was needed at the castle in Smallville.  Lex couldn't seem to figure out what his father wanted or needed from him, unless this was due to Lex's untimely return to Metropolis.  Lex walked into the library where his father always seemed to take up residence when in town.

“Alexander” his father greeted Lex, it always made Lex want to cringe when his father used his whole name it never boded well for Lex in the end.

“Father” Lex said in return, taking a seat on the couch that was near the lit fire in the fire place.

“It was a surprise to see you with young mister Kent, when I was led to believe that you no longer spoke to each other.”  Lionel said sitting in a wing back chair that sat across from the couch that Lex sat on currently.

“That father is none of your concern” Lex said eyeing his father and the gleam that he seemed to have in his eyes.

“It becomes my concern when you leave your exiled state to return to Metropolis for that boy.” 

“Father, you will not refer to as Clark as a boy, he is my friend and he remain that way until we feel that a friendship would be no longer beneficial to either of us.”  Lex said getting angry that his father had called him back for this little verbal fight about Clark.

“I'm sure” Lionel said eyeing his son, and the person that he had become in his short stay in Smallville.

“Father you beckoned?”  Lex said trying to get to the point of this whole will word play between them.

“Yes I did.  Have you found a suitable date for the gala yet?” 

“And as I told you before, that is none of your concern.”  Lex said standing and making his way now over to his desk that seemed to be piled with papers from the plant.

“It is my concern when you plan to take some of that riff-raff you seem so fond of to the gala.  I will not have the Luthor name smeared by your lack of taste in dates.”  Lionel said following his son to the desk to make him understand that this was important to him.

“Father, what does it matter who I take?  I told you before that it was my money that was given so if any one was to benefit from this it would be you.  I have seen the reports in the business reports that show that LuthorCorp stock prices have been declining due to lack of confidence in you.”  Lex knew throwing that punch would infuriate his father, but it had to be done.

“Alexander!”  Lionel shouting making Lex almost wince due to the tone and volume.

“Yes?”  Lex asked calmly hoping to end this conversation soon.

“I am your father and you will respect me and you will do as you're told.”  Lionel said now moving toward the library doors.

“You may be my father, but I will not follow your every order.  I will take whomever I wish and if that boils down to one of those riff-raff you say I am so fond of, then so be it but I will not have you dictate who I take.”  Lex said watching as his father's form flew out of the room and castle in a rage over his words.  Lex worked late into the night, and thoughts of Clark in his dreams.  When Lex woke the next day, he had made a promise to himself to try and be a better person to the residents of Smallville and the first person that list was the Kents.  Lex jumped into one of the waiting cars and rode out to Kent farms, where Jonathan was hard at work already outside.

“Mr. Kent” Lex said as he got out of his car and made his way over to the patriarch of the Kent family.

“Lex” Jonathan said while continuing on with what he was doing.  Lex wasn't real sure on how to proceed with the man in front of him.  It could be said that they two of them were allies against Lionel Luthor, but that was at the best of times, at worst Lex was the devil himself come to take Clark away from the Kents.

“Mr. Kent, I saw Clark yesterday.” Lex said watching Jonathan for any sort of anger related action.

“And where did you see my boy at?”  Jonathan said wiping his hands on his jeans and then turning fully to meet the Luthor heir head on.

“He was at a lecture about the history of language over at Baker University.”  Lex said hoping that he wasn't stepping in over his head with the man in front of him.

“Hmm, was he with anyone?”  Jonathan asked curious about how and why Clark would be allowed out from the hospital.

“A Mr. Anthony Giovanni” responded knowing well not to anger the man in front of him.

“Ah, Clark's tutor” Jonathan said nodding his head in agreement.

“Not any longer”

“What do you mean, not any longer?”  Lex could tell by the tone that he had just said the wrong thing.

“Well it seemed that Mr. Giovanni had no interested in Clark's welfare.  He only cared about making Clark a notch in his belt, to tell of his college buddies about.”  Lex said waiting to shift foot-to-foot like Clark was apt to do.

“And how would know you this?”  Jonathan said taking a step toward Lex.  Lex not one to back down stood his ground, but wondered if that was a good idea with an angry Jonathan Kent in front of him.

“Well I spoke to both of them separately after the lecture; I was quite relieved to see Clark up and about due to being sick.”  Lex said wording his words so Jonathan wouldn't punch him in the face.

“I thought that you weren't talking to Clark?”  Jonathan asked now confused, he had heard from Martha that Lex had pretty much blow off Clark once he found out that he was sick.

“Oh no, that was a misunderstanding due to my father.” 

“And may I ask why you are here then?”

“Well I spoke with Dr. Rowley about visiting hours, due to my schedule I wouldn't be able to see Clark as much as I would like if I was restricted to the hours that they enforce for visiting hours.”

“And you being a Luthor got an exemption am I right?”  Jonathan had to sneer at the way that things always got handed to the young man in front of him.

“Well I got an exemption for your whole family, myself just so happened to be included.”  Lex said angry that Jonathan still thought he was the bane of his existence.

“Mr. Kent I was only trying to help.  I understand that you all can't be with Clark as much as you would like, but I had thought that this would make things easier on you.”  Lex said now truly angry at the man in front of him, he just couldn't win with Jonathan Kent.

“The only reason why we, his family, were included in on that is because you are Lex Luthor, heir to Lionel Luthor, said that we needed to be included.  I see where this is going and I won't have it.  Clark has too much going on for you coming and going as you please.  Clark needs stability and you are not going to give him that.”  Jonathan said turning back around, trying to end the conversation he would never say he was grateful to this Luthor to his face.

“Mr. Kent, I'm sorry that you don't believe me that I am only doing what is best for Clark but I will continue to visit Clark as long as he allows me to.”  Lex said turning and making his way toward his car.  He was stopped by a hand on his shoulder that spun him around.

“Look here Luthor; my boy doesn't need you or your company; so just leave him alone like you did before.”  Jonathan said his face had anger written all over it.  Lex was stunned by the way that Jonathan was reacting.

“Mr. Kent, I'm sorry you feel that way but I feel that the final decision is up to Clark.”  Lex hoped that Jonathan wouldn't punch him in his face for the words he just spoke.

“Why do you care so much for my boy?”  Jonathan said the anger bleeding out of him.  He never quite understood what the man in front on saw in his son, but he was afraid for his son when Lex decided Clark wasn't worth his time.

“Because your son is an amazing young man, he sees past all of the Luthor stuff that most don't and sees me Lex just a twenty-two year old guy.”  Lex had a pleading quality to his voice, to show that Lex was not Luthor as most people thought that he was.  Jonathan had to stop and listen to what Lex was saying and he had to agree with what the young man was saying.  Clark was always the first to defend the young man in front of him, but he could never figure out why Clark did what he did.  Jonathan nodded his head in agreement, but he had one more question to ask Lex.

“Why did you do it?”  Jonathan asked Lex.  Lex looked at the man confused, due to the question.

“Do what?”  Lex questioned back, he would need more information before he would answer any of Jonathan Kent's questions.

“Why did you work so hard to get gay marriage recognized?  I saw you at the bill signing with the Governor.”  Jonathan really wanted to know why this young man had worked so hard to get something like gay marriage recognized.

“I did it because I don't want people to have to choose between whom to love.  I have had that choice taken from me from my father on multiple occasions, but I will not limit either myself or others to who they can love.”  Lex said with conviction in his voice, if he had anything to say about it Clark would be his one and only choice for a life partner.

“Is Clark part of that reason?” 

“Clark will always be a part of my life whether or not he wants to be or not.”  Lex said now looking out past Jonathan's body, as if seeing something in the horizon.

“So you care for Clark?”  Jonathan said realizing that Lex probably cared more than what he thought he should for Clark.

“I care more than I should about Clark, and that is what scares me Mr. Kent.  Clark is my best friend, I have never had someone like Clark in my life, and now that I have him I don't want to let him go.”  Lex said meeting Jonathan's eyes while speaking, Jonathan could see the truth in Lex's words and agreed that if anything Lex would watch out for Clark for the rest of their lives.  Jonathan just nodded his head and watched Lex as he got into his car, as Lex was about to close the door Jonathan spoke.

“Thank you and if you hurt my boy again I will come after you.”  Jonathan said smiling due to the understanding that the two of them had just made.

“Yes, Mr. Kent” Lex agreed and smiled as well as he drove off the property and back to the castle to get some work done for the plant.  When Lex arrived back to the castle he immediately went to the library where his laptop was sitting waiting for him.  Lex figured he could compose a quick e-mail to Clark, before really getting down to work.

To: Clark_Kent@KentFarms.net

From: Destinysfoil@hotmail.com

Subject: How are you feeling, today?

Clark,

As you can see, I am inquiring about your health.  Even though I just saw you yesterday, I feel it is important to speak to you if even in e-mail.  My father is being a true pain, but you already knew that.

Lex

When Clark read the e-mail and burst out laughing due to the stiffness of the e-mail.

To: Destinysfoil@hotmail.com

From: Clark_Kent@KentFarms.net

Subject: Re: How are you feeling, today?

Lex

Why are your e-mails always so stiff and formal?  It makes me think that you don't want to talk to me *sniffs* is that the case?  Just kidding!

I am feeling a bit better today then yesterday, but with the treatments you never really know day-to-day.  I seem to have a few days off, due to someone getting rid of my tutor. J Thanks for that by the way, I was looking for a break.  So I guess since I am getting e-mails that you won't be visiting me any time soon, huh?

Clark

Clark always thought he sounded like the biggest dork when he wrote e-mails, but he didn't know what else to say.  He really wanted to say for Lex to come and visit soon, but he didn't want to sound needy.  Clark sent the e-mail anyway, and waited to see if there would be a quick return.  A Bing was the answer a few minutes later.

To: Clark_Kent@KentFarms.net

From: Destinysfoil@hotmail.com

Subject: Re: Re: How are you feeling, today?

Clark,

You know good and well that I have to sound formal in my e-mails or my father will ride me about it for days.  I will try and keep down the formalness just for you.

So feeling better?  That's good; I spoke with your father this morning.  I got both your parents on the extended visiting hour's list, I was included as well.  Your father didn't seem too happy with me there for awhile, but I think I got to him.  I wish I could come and visit, but it seems my father is throwing a wrench into that plan.  I will stop by as soon as I can.

Lex

After Clark read the e-mail, he knew he had one thing to say to Lex and he hoped that he wasn't over stepping his bounds with it.

To: Destinysfoil@hotmail.com

From: Clark_Kent@KentFarms.net

Subject: Miss you……

Lex,

I know I am going to sound like a total dork when I say this, but I miss you already.  The one day wasn't enough, but I think you already knew that.  Come back and visit me soon, mom sometimes just isn't enough.  Thanks for telling dad that he can come later, I think he is worried about the farm and me, but doesn't know what to do.  Can you watch out for him?  Give him a hand even though he says he doesn't want or need it?  Please, for me Lex.

You know this is the first time that I noticed your e-mail addy, Destiny's foil?  Lex and you say I am corny….Come on, mine is at least something easy like my name.

So what are your plans for the Thanksgiving Day holiday?  I don't know what we are going to do, with me in the hospital.  Mom usually has a big dinner for me and dad, but I don't think it will be possible this year.

Clark

When Lex got the e-mail he had to smile at the way that Clark was trying to get him to come and visit.  Lex made the decision to visit Clark at least once a day, his father would rage at him for days but he didn't care.  The only thing he cared about was Clark, and how he was doing.

To: Clark_Kent@KentFarms.net

From: Destinysfoil@hotmail.com

 Subject: Re: Miss you......

 Clark,

 I miss you too, but you know I don't express my feeling well.  You have also talked me into coming to visit.  I know my father will rage for days on end about it, but you are the most important person in my life and I won't take that lightly like I did before.  I will make sure that your father is fine, and maybe I will even be able to coax him into letting me get some help for him.

 Thanksgiving Day?  Is it almost time for that, again?  I have no idea what I plan to do, but if my father has any plans for the day I will try and get out of them with all that I have.  I refused to be flaunted around like last year, I would much rather spend my holiday with you and your family, if it wouldn't be too much trouble.

 Lex

To: Destinysfoil@hotmail.com

From: Clark_Kent@KentFarms.net

 Subject: Re: Re: Miss you……

 Lex,

 When are you coming for a visit?  Today, tomorrow, soon I hope.  We both know your father won't be happy with anything you do, but that is just the way that he is.  Don't take it personal Lex; you know I care about you.  Oh and mom said she and dad do too, oh and mom said Hi!  She said to tell you that dad is happy that you came by.  Anyway, should I be looking for you today or not?

 Yeah, Thanksgiving Day!  It is only a couple of weeks away, you know.  Mom said to tell you that you of course are invited to spend the holidays with us, here or where ever we plan to celebrate.  I told mom that I wanted to spend at least one holiday at home but she isn't too sure on if Dr. Julie will let me.  That is Dr. Rowley just in case you didn't know; she said that I was the only one of her patients that didn't call her that.  Mom said it is my good upbringing.  LOL!

 This is Martha, Lex.  I just decided to write a bit to you while Clark is laying down, he is just so excited that you might becoming over for a visit.  Clark hasn't been this excited since that time he had reindeer ears on for a week when he was six, and he certain that he could be one of Santa's reindeer.  Please dear, you come around as much as possible.  Your father can stuff it for all I care; and you know that I don't say those things lightly.  Just know that you will be welcome in our family and house at anytime.  Clark cares for you, and both Jonathan and I can see you care of Clark.  To us that is what matters.

 Clark and Martha

 When Lex got that e-mail, it about made him cry; he had always longed to be apart of a real family like the Kents and now here they were opening their doors and hearts to him.  He knew then that he would never do anything to hurt either Clark or his parents; he just hoped that pursuing something more with Clark was a good idea.

 To: Clark_Kent@KentFarms.net

From: Destinysfoil@hotmail.com

 Subject: Visit

 Clark,

 Since you ask like that, how can I say no?  I shall try and arrive in the next few hours, I have some things to finish up for the plant and my father but then I shall come directly to you.  How does that sound?

 Thank you for the invite to Thanksgiving, I don't want to intrude but if it is alright I would love to be included.

 Oh and tell your mother hello as well.  It was nice to hear from her.  Don't worry too much on what she said, just something about a Clark shaped farm boy and reindeer ears.  Whatever could she be talking about?

 Lex

 Lex had to wonder if Clark would question his mother on why she would say such a thing to Lex, his best friend but he couldn't seem to hold back the vision of a little Clark is reindeer ears on his head, while running around thinking he was one of Santa's reindeer.  Lex worked as fast and thoroughly as he could for the next couple hours, so that he could go and visit Clark.  When he arrived to the hospital a few hours later, he was greeted at the door by Dr. Rowley leaving for the night.

 “Mr…I mean Lex” Dr. Rowley said securing her scarf around her neck more securely.

 “Julie” Lex said nodding his head to the woman.

 “Off to visit Clark?  He was bouncing around the floor today.  I must say this is the best I have seen him in since he got here.”  Julie said smiling at the thought of Clark with a huge grin on his face as he played with some of the younger kids on the floor.

 “That good?”  Lex questioned with a smile on his face, it was good to hear that his impending visit had lifting Clark's spirits so much.

 “Oh my yes, I haven't seen him out and about on the floor since he got here.  You must be someone mighty special to Clark to get that type of reaction from Clark.  Not even his mother could get him out of his room on most days, but you….now you not only get him out of the room but playing with some of the younger children on the floor.”  Julie finally laughed at the look on Lex's face; it was one of clear amazement and happy contentment.  She had been worried about Clark in the beginning due to only his parents and Michael Azure stopping by, but now she wasn't too worried about Clark.

 “Well let me let you go and visit Clark.  Hope to see you again soon.”  Julie said before making her way toward the employee parking lot across the street.  Lex watched her go before making his way into the building and up to Clark's room.  He was met outside of Clark's room by Martha Kent.  Her face lit up when she saw him; it warmed his heart a bit to know that her words had meaning.

 “Oh good, you did come.  Clark was beginning to worry that your father had taken you hostage.”  Martha said chuckling at bit, at Clark asking her every few minutes to call Lex to make sure that he was still coming.

 “Yes, I got held back by a minor crisis at the plant.”  Lex said by way of explanation.

 “I told Clark there would be a perfectly good explanation.  Now you shoo while I go and get Clark's some supper.”  Martha said waving her hands toward Clark's room.  Lex nodded his head and headed in, what met him at the door was a bear-sized hug from Clark.

 “Clark” Lex said breathlessly.

 “Lex” Clark said happily as he backed up and then made his way over to his bed.

 “So how are you feeling?”  Lex asked after a few beats of silence, sitting on the bed with Clark.

 “Okay, better than I have felt in a long time.”  Clark said grinning a bit at Lex.

 “Good, so I hear you were out and about on the floor this afternoon.”  Lex said with a small smile on his face. 

 “Yeah, I think this is the first time that I felt good enough to do something.”  Clark said with a blush staining his cheeks.  He had been so excited about the visit from Lex, which he couldn't seem to not feel well so he had ventured outside his room into the “play room” and met some boys that just loved talking his head off about the newest video game.  Clark had tried to look interested in what they were talking about, but since his game playing was limited to playing at Lex's he had no clue what they were talking about most of the time.  Clark had been tempted more than once to escape to his room to read, but sitting there would have made him watch the clock more than he did and he didn't want to do that.

 “So what are the plans for the Kent family for Thanksgiving?”  Lex asked interested in what he would need to do to break Clark out to have a family dinner at the farm house in Smallville.

 “Well I asked mom and she said that she would ask Dr. Julie soon about it.”  Clark said looking sad at the idea of not being able to go home.

 “Your mother and I will do all we can to get you home Clark.”  Lex said putting a hand on Clark's.

 “Maybe it will be for the best if I can't go home.”

 “Why?”  Lex asked stunned that Clark had said such a thing.

 “Well if I get sick at home there won't be a way to get me back quickly.”  Clark said looking out the window that had a small pile of snow sitting on the outside; thinking of what could go wrong if he was to go home.

 “Clark look at me.”  Lex said and he waited for Clark to look at him.  When he had Clark's attention he began with a small smile on his face.

 “The last time that I checked, I was not only the son of a billionaire, but I also have a few million tucked away, so it is safe to say I have a helicopter at my disposal.  It will be fine; if you need to come back we will fly back.”  Lex said now bringing his hand to run across Clark's cheek, chuckling a bit at his words.  Clark leaned into the warmth and closed his eyes.  Whenever Lex was with him he always felt safe and loved.  Clark nodded his head once and then opened his eyes to meet Lex's.

 “Okay” he whispered before closing his eyes again with a smile on his face and then laughing as Lex's words hit him.

 “Only a few million tucked away?”  Clark said after regaining his balance from the affection that Lex was showing him.  He had missed the lazy smiles and comments about life through history, but this new side of Lex was throwing him for a loop.

 “Just a couple, I have to have a few for quick liquidation if need be.”  Lex said that lazy smile that Clark knew that Lex was happy due to the smile placed upon his face.  Clark could only nod and laugh at the way Lex was semi-telling the truth about the money.  They were both startled out of the thoughts of the other by Martha banging in.

 “Boys!” she exclaimed as he tried and failed once again to make it to Clark's room with the food she had gotten.

 “I'll be right back” Lex said with a brush of his fingertips to Clark's cheek.  Clark could say in all honesty that it was the best feeling in the world.  A few moments later both Lex and Clark's mother were at the door with bags of mom.

 “Mom!” Clark exclaimed as he got out of bed to go and help.  He was stopped by Lex.

 “Clark sit back down, we have it.”  Lex said daring Clark to take another step toward them.  Clark knew that look and made a hasty retreat.

 “I wish I could do that” was mumbled from Martha.  Lex just smiled and whispered.

 “It's the Luthor gene, it begs obedience.”  Martha laughed at Lex's humor.  It was good to be laughing again, because for the last few months laughing was the last thing that she wanted to do.

 “So what can we get you Clark?”  Lex asked looking through the bags that Martha had brought in.

 “Is there any….um…rundvlees (beef)?”  Clark asked looking at his mother for help with the translation.

 “Rundvlees?”  Lex sounded a bit confused as he tried to form the word correctly but Martha knew what Clark was looking for.

 “I got you a Prime Rib dinner, is that alright or is that too rich?”  Martha was worried that she maybe had gone a bit over board, but she was just so happy to see her son looking better. 

 “That sounds good” Clark said looking anywhere but at Lex.  He had slipped up and spoken in another language, and he was worried now that Lex would now leave.  Lex looked between the two other occupants of the room and had to wonder how Martha knew what he was asking for.  Even with Lex's semi-large language knowledge, he had no idea what Clark was asking for.

 “Here you go honey” Martha said acting as if nothing had happened.  Clark took his food and poked at it for a minute, before Martha noticed something wasn't right.

 “I'll be right back” Martha said exiting the room and making her way down to the little kitchen area on the floor.  She was giving the boys some time to talk about whatever had changed the mood of the room.

 “Clark” Lex said as soon as he knew that Martha was far enough away.

 “Yeah” Clark said putting his dinner to the side for the moment.

 “What in the world is rundvlees, and how did your mother know what you wanted?”  Lex asked coming to sit on the bed with Clark.

 “Rundvlees is beef in Dutch, mom only knew because when I usually learn a new language I teach it to them as well.  So they know the basics.”  Clark said blushing as he explained why his mother knew what he wanted.

 “But why?”  Lex asked curious as to why Clark would slip into another language.

 “I…I…I only do it when I when I am at home and comfortable.”  Clark said not looking at Lex again.

 “So you speak in other languages when you are comfortable?”  Lex asked now more confused than ever, which for him was rare.

 “Yeah” Clark said lamely. 

 “So you feel comfortable in my presence?”  Lex asked holding his breath a bit of he voiced the question.  Clark just nodded his head with misery written all over his face.  The last time he had done something like this, Pete had told him that they weren't in class so there was no need to speak in a foreign language.

 “Clark look at me” Lex said putting his hands in his lap.  Clark looked up into Lex's steel-blue eyes and gasped at the understanding and happiness in them.

 “It's okay to do that, but you might have to teach me the basics.”  Lex said a half-smile on his face.  Clark could only nod his head in agreement and then very carefully put his hand over Lex's.

 “Thank you” Clark said sincerely. 

 “You don't have to thank me for anything; if anything I should thank you.  No one has ever said they are comfortable in my presence.”  Lex had a shimmer to his eyes that Clark thought to be tears, so he grab a hold of Lex and hugged him with all that he had.  After a moment's hesitation for Lex, he began to hug back.  It felt good to be held by someone that actually liked and dare he think loved him.

 “Thanks” Lex said after they broke due to Clark hugging the stuffing out of Lex.

 “It's okay, no thanks are needed” Clark said with a smile on his face.  He felt better already.  He grabbed his dinner again and made to eat it when Lex took it out of his hands.

 “Hey!” Clark said pouting as Lex stepped away from the bed.

 “I'll go heat it up” Lex said making his way to the door.

 “No need” Martha said coming into the room with her hands on her hips.

 “I didn't do it” Clark said as soon as he saw her posture.  Lex looked confused but then began to laugh.

 “Alexander Luthor” Martha said trying to hold in the giggles that where about to break when she saw the look on both of the boys faces.

 “I didn't do it” Lex said now that he seemed to have Martha's whole attention.

 “Are you sure?”  Martha questioned with a grin on her face now.  She could tell that the two of them had worked things out and she was happy that they did.  By now both boys had silly grins on their faces as they nodded their heads.

 “Yep” Clark said as he giggled for the first time since the whole ordeal started.  Lex looked at Clark like he was seeing a whole new person, and in some respects he was.  Clark was always a little restrained in Smallville, but this Clark was someone that Lex was learning was an amazing man that he could easily fall more in love with.  Lex's smile held love and amusement, and Martha was glad that Lex was so at ease.

 “Here let me heat this back up” Martha said as she made to grab the food from Lex.

 “No let me help, we all need to heat up our food but one of us can carry Clark's.”  Lex said grabbing his food as well and making his way to the door.

 “Back in a moment” Lex said as he exited and walked to the small kitchen area that Martha had just been in.

 “Be right back honey” Martha said trotting after Lex.  As she reached the kitchen Lex was leaning against the counter watching the food heat up.  Martha wanted to ask Lex about his feelings for Clark but she didn't know how to voice them.

 “I love him you know” Lex said not turning around from the microwave.  Martha was shocked at the ease in which he said those words.

 “I know” Martha responded, she had always had the feeling that Lex felt more than just friendship with Clark.

 “You know” Lex said turning around and looking Martha in the eye.

 “I have suspected it for months now, but you just confirmed what I already knew.”

 “Are you okay with this” Lex was worried that Martha would ban him from seeing Clark, and he didn't know what he would do then because Martha Kent words were law.

 “I am fine with it Lex, I even think Jonathan understands now that you are not your father and that you love Clark in a way that most will only say they do.”  Martha said putting a hand on Lex's arm and then opening the microwave door.  There was silence until all the dinners where heated, as they left Martha decided to say something about Clark's feelings.  She knew her son and her son was in love with Lex, Clark was only spoke in other languages when he was at home in his favorite pajamas either reading a book or watching TV with his father.

 “Lex, Kent men only love once in their lives and when they love it if for life.  Clark may not be a Kent by blood, but he is a Kent none the less, and I will tell you this.  Clark is in love and it isn't with Lana, or Chloe or any girl, he is in love with you.  He may not realize yet, but in his heart he already knows, that is why it hurt him so bad that he stopped being his friend.”  Martha turned to watch the emotions float across Lex's face.

 “I…I” Lex couldn't get any words out, for he was speechless.

 “I am giving you this one and only warning.  You break my boy's heart and I will hunt you down and hurt you and this is after Jonathan has had his way with you.”  Martha looked him hard in the eyes and waited for a response.

 “I understand; I will try not to break his heart.  How could I when if I did that I would break my own?  We may fight, but I will never try to hurt Clark intentionally, you have my word.”  Lex said solemnly. 

 “Good” Martha said and then smiled.  They made their way back to Clark's room with the food.  Clark jumped on Lex as soon as he was in the door.  Minutes later after the food was consumed, Martha made her exit with a kiss on Clark's forehead and a goodnight.  Lex offered to take her home, but she said that he needed to stay. 

 “Lex” Clark asked as he settled into bed.

 “Hmm” Lex answered as he pulled up a chair to sit next to Clark.

 “I really don't want to have Thanksgiving here.”

 “Your mother and I will try our very best to break you out for a couple of days.”  Lex said leaning toward the bed due to Clark near whisper of words.

 “Okay” Clark said before his breathing evened out in sleep.  Lex watched him sleep for a few moments, before getting up from his chair.

 “Love you” he whispered to Clark before kissing his forehead.  Lex waited a beat to see if Clark would response, but all he got was a group of mumbled words.  What Lex didn't know what that Clark have said “love you” back in some other language, but he would find out soon enough.

Over the next week, Lex came and saw Clark some time through out the day at least once sometimes twice, when his father was being especially irritating.  Clark had been getting increasingly better in between his last treatment and up coming treatment, but no one really thought about the upcoming treatment.  The Kent family along with Lex had been working on Clark's doctor for him to go home for the Thanksgiving holiday, so far neither had been successful, but Dr. Julie had been wavering with the improved health of Clark.

 “Dr. Rowley” Martha said warmly to the woman who seemed to becoming a part of their family.

 “Martha” Dr. Rowley responded just as warmly to Martha.

 “My husband is here” Martha said waiting for a reaction from the younger woman.

 “Ah” was all that the doctor said.  She knew that Jonathan and Martha would try once again to get Clark home for Thanksgiving, so far she hadn't buckled but with Clark's improving health she was seriously concidering letting the teen go.

 “If Clark needs anything I shall be in my office.”  Dr. Rowley said making her way to her office to wait for the next wave of “take Clark home” that was bond to begin as soon as they were done visiting with Clark.  A few hours later a knock was heard on the doctor's door that had her getting up to answer the door.  There standing in front of her was Jonathan and Martha Kent, looking anxious.

 “May we come in?”  Martha asked waving a hand between herself and her husband.

 “Of course, of course” Dr. Rowley said indicating that they should come right in, both bodies moved as one into the room.  Martha took a seat while Jonathan remained standing.

 “Lex came” was the explanation that Martha gave as to why they were here now.

 “Lex is a very good friend” Dr. Rowley said taking a seat behind the desk as before.

 “That he is” Martha said eyeing her husband for a reaction, it seemed that Jonathan Kent had finally accepted Lex Luthor as part of Clark's life because he had a small smile on his face as he nodded his head in agreement.

 “So what can I do for you?”  Dr. Rowley asked hoping to get the ball rolling with the two people in front of her. 

 “We want to talk to you about Clark going home for Thanksgiving” Jonathan started out only to be finished by Dr. Rowley.

 “I can understand why you want him home, but I need you to also understand that as his doctor I am only looking out for his best interests.”  Dr. Rowley said folding her hands together on top of the desk.  She was willing to let Clark go home, if she had the reassurance and understanding from everyone that Clark was to limit his activities and to not come in contact with others if at all possible.  With his little to no immune system, the less people he came in contact with the better, and Dr. Rowley was only trying to limit Clark's exposure to any illness that he may come in contact with while home.  Both Martha and Jonathan nodded their heads in understanding, but they still felt sure that Clark going home for the holiday would be a good thing.

 “We can understand your concern, you wouldn't be a good doctor if you didn't care but you also have to understand that we will do everything in our power to protect Clark.”  Jonathan with conviction, he really wanted his boy home for the holiday and he would do almost anything to make that happen.

 “And I understand that Mr. Kent” Dr. Rowley started only to be cut by Jonathan.

 “Please call me Jonathan”

 “Alright, I understand that Jonathan but you can't predict who or when someone will show up to your house.  This is what concerns me the most, the unannounced visits by someone who might be sick.  Clark can't afford to be near someone like that, it could kill him.  Do you understand what risks you are taking if you were to take him home?”  Dr. Rowley said trying to make the Kents understand that Clark going home could prove fatal if put in the wrong situation.

 “I…I…” both Martha and Jonathan stuttered at the un-candid description that Dr. Rowley had just given them.

 “We understand” Jonathan said after he had gotten his self under control.

 “Well let me think about it for a day or two and I will let you know” Dr. Rowley said thinking of whether this was really a good idea or not.

 “We will do everything in our power to protect Clark” Martha said before she left.  She could understand that doctor's concerns, but she also wanted her son home for the holiday that was fast approaching.  It was a few days later that Dr. Rowley found herself the center of Lex Luthor's attention.

 “Julie” Lex said by way of greeting as he took a seat in one of the chairs in her office.

 “Lex”

 “Clark needs to go home” Lex stated as if it was an everyday occurrence to tell a doctor what needed to be done.

 “It's seems that you aren't the only one who thinks that.  I have spoken with both of the Kents about this same topic.”  Dr. Rowley said making herself comfortable in the chair she sat in.

 “Hmmm” Lex said nodding his head in agreement.  Lex had spoken with the Kents briefly while Clark took a nap about the possibilities of Clark going home for Thanksgiving.

 “I have told the Kents that I would think about it, but there are dangers that, as I told the Kents, could kill Clark.  I am only looking out for his best interests.” 

 “I understand that and I applaud you, but this is something that Clark wants.”  Lex stated in his cool business tone when ever he was angry about something.

 “I will agree to let Clark go on a few conditions.”  Dr. Rowley said with a small smile on her face.  She had been waiting for Lex to come and ask for Clark to go home.  She knew that with Lex around the possibility of something going wrong was slim.

 “What are the conditions?”  Lex asked silently cheering for the approval of Clark's doctor.  If she hadn't approved Clark's leaving, Lex would have made some bold moves to get Clark home and he didn't want to do that, now he did not.

 “First and foremost, if Clark feels even remotely sick he is to come back to the hospital.  No questions asked.” 

 “I will have my helicopter on standby while Clark is home.”  Lex said agreeing to the terms.

 “Second, Clark should limit his outdoor activities.  He may go out once maybe twice, but he must stay as warm as possible while outside.”  Dr. Rowley said eyeing Lex with hard eyes.

 “I was only planning to take him out to my pond at Luthor castle for ice skating if the pond is frozen enough.”  Lex said with a small smile on his face at the thought of Clark ice skating.

 “Okay, third I want Clark to get plenty of rest.  That means that he is to take a nap at least once a day.  I want to make sure that he is well rested for his next treatment.” 

 “Either the Kents or I will make sure that Clark is resting.”

 “Fourth, I want Clark to have some sort of supervision at all times.”  Dr. Rowley knew that she would get some grief over this demand.

 “And may I ask why?”  Lex said raising an eyebrow at the demand.

 “I want someone to keep an eye on Clark.  He may not say he is feeling well and I want someone else to make that decision for him.” 

 “I understand and it will be taken care of.”  Lex said nodding his head in agreement to what the doctor had just said.

 “Fifth and final condition is that Clark is to stay out of contact with people.  He may only be in contact with people that have been in the hospital.” 

 “I don't think Clark was planning on going anywhere with out one of us present anyway, so that is fine.”

 “Okay, well then Clark can go home for Thanksgiving.  Will you let the Kents know?”  Dr. Rowley said with a big smile on her face.

 “That I will, don't tell Clark this is going to be a surprise.”  Lex said as me made his way to the door of the office and out into the hallway.  Lex then spent the next couple of hours laughing and learning the basics of one of the many languages that Clark knew.  When he left, it was always the same from the first that he had stayed until Clark fell asleep.  He would kiss Clark's forehead and tell him he loved him, and Clark would always respond in the same fashion.  Mumbling something that Lex couldn't understand and then rolling toward Lex with a happy smile on his face.

A week later found Clark sitting on his bed waiting for Lex to arrive for his daily visit, as it was Lex was already two hours late and Clark was beginning to get worried.

 “Clark” Lex called out as he entered the room with a wheelchair in front of him.  He had been tied up signing paper work for Clark's release for the past hour and before getting yelled at by his father for telling him he was busy for Thanksgiving.

 “Lex?”  Clark said with a questioning look on his face.

 “Up and ready my friend” Lex said noticing for the first time that Clark had on a hospital gown with a pair of sweatpants.

 “Why, what's going on?”  Clark asked as he stood up to remove the hospital gown.

 “You my friend have been released to go home for Thanksgiving.”  Lex said a smirk on his face as he watched the amazement and shock on Clark's face at the works.

 “Really?!”  Clark almost yelled and then wincing at the crack in his voice.  Lex looked concerned for a moment before clearing his face of the emotion.

 “Yes” Lex said watching Clark again with love in his eyes.  He was glad that he could enjoy this side of Clark free of interference.

 “Okay, okay” Clark said as he made his way toward the built in drawers that held one of the t-shirts that his mother had brought him from home.  Lex laughed at Clark and his dizzying laps around the room as he got ready for his release.  When Clark finished changing and getting ready, Lex was still standing in front of the wheelchair glad that something was in front of his lower half since he had a hard on at the beautiful body Clark had.

 “I'm ready” Clark said staring at Lex and the dazed look he had in his eyes.

 “Well get in” Lex said after he was startled out of his looking by Clark.  Clark made a face and said:

 “Why?  I can walk just fine.”

 “Clark just get in before they change their minds.”  Lex said a hint of humor in his voice.  Clark laughed and then sat in the wheelchair.

 “Got everything?”  Lex asked just to make sure that no extra trips to the room would be required.  Clark started to nod his head, but then stopped when he remembered that he had forgotten a few things.

 “My coat and hat, Lex” Clark said as he started to make his way out of the chair.

 “No don't get up, where are they?”  Lex said as he made his way in front of the chair and over towards what looked like a small closet.

 “Here?”  Lex said pointing to the small non-descript door.  Clark nodded his head in the positive and Lex brought out Clark's coat but no hat.

 “Hat?”  Lex asked as he walked back over toward Clark.

 “In the dresser by the bed” Clark said blushing at the reason for that.

 “Clark” Lex said noticing the blush.

 “I don't like to go out in public with out the hat on” Clark explained as Lex returned with hat in hand.  Lex nodded and then made his way behind the chair.

 “Ready?”  Lex asked to make sure that Clark was ready.

 “Sure am” Clark said with a large smile on his face.  As they made their way out into the hall they were met by most of the staff that had taken care of Clark at some point in time.

 “Bye!”  Clark said waving to them in happiness.  The staff waved and some had tears in their eyes due to the happiness that was shining in Clark's eyes.  The rest of the walk out the hospital was made almost in the same fashion, since most had heard about the teen that Lex Luthor had come to visit on a daily basis.  When they arrived outside it was with Clark looking around for a car to take him home.

 “Lex” Clark said turning around to ask Lex where his parents or a car was, but when he turned around Lex was already making his way over to an SUV that Clark would have never thought that Lex would sit in, let alone drive.  Once Lex had started the SUV up, and made his way back toward Clark.

 “Lex a SUV?”  Clark said laughing at the look Lex gave him.

 “I'll have you know that this is a good investment with the weather in Kansas, I can't always drive my sports car in the snow.”  Lex said pushing the wheelchair toward the idling SUV.  Once there Clark made to open the door, but Lex's hand over his stopped him.  They made eye contact and neither could place the look in the others eyes.

 “I got it Clark” Lex said opening the door and waiting for Clark to get in the vehicle.  Clark got in the vehicle and waiting for Lex to return.  Lex jumped in and asked:

 “Ready?” 

 “You bet” Clark said making him self comfortable in the SUV.  A thought crossed his mind as Lex pulled off into traffic.

 “A VW?”

 “And what is wrong with a VW?  They are very reliable cars.”  Lex said looking at Clark with a sidelong glance.

 “Lex it is a VW, a commoner car.”

 “This is not a cheap vehicle Clark” Lex said grinning at the other person in the car.  He could tell that Clark was confused on why Lex would choose this make of vehicle over the tons of others that were at his disposal.

 “But….”  Clark said confused.

 “Clark this car is safe and if there is one thing I want to do today is keep you safe on your trip home.”  Lex said blushing a bit at the admission.

 “You bought this car for me?”  Clark asked surprised and a bit happy that Lex would do that for him.

 “Of course, you are my best friend and I will do anything to keep you safe.  Plus I am pretty sure that your parents would hunt me down and kill me if anything happened to you.”  Lex said now pulling onto the highway to go back to Smallville.  Three hours later found Lex pulling up to the Kent farm house with a sleeping Clark in the passenger seat.  Lex hated to rouse Clark because that would mean that he wouldn't be able to spend anymore time with Clark today, but he knew that Clark would be anxious to see his parents again.

 “Clark” Lex called as he lightly shook Clark.

 “Hmmm” Clark said turning into the hand a bit as if he knew it was Lex.

 “Clark” Lex called again a bit louder, still shaking Clark.

 “Wha” Clark said as he opened his eyes to meet that of Lex's.

 “Your home” Lex said moving back from the close proximity of Clark's personal space.

 “Oh” Clark said a little disappointed to be home already.

 “Well let's go in” Lex said making his way out of the vehicle and into the house.  Clark followed shortly there after, as they made it in the house Clark as met by his mother and father in a huge group hug.  Martha had tears in her eyes and Jonathan hugged his family as if his life depended on it.  Lex on the other hand stood off to the side for a moment before deciding that he was intruding, he then began to leave when a hand on his shoulder stopped him.

 “Where do you think you are going?”  Clark asked as he pulled even with Lex.

 “Back to the castle” Lex said in a some what somber voice.

 “No you aren't.  You are not staying in that drafty castle where Lionel can get to you.”  Clark said looking at his parents for approval for Lex to stay for the holiday.  Both smiled and nodded their heads as they watched Lex and Clark interact, the more they saw the more they understood that the two of them were meant to be.

 “Then where am I going to go?”  Lex asked curious to find out what Clark had in mind.

 “Here” Clark stated as if it was the most logical thing in the world.

 “Here” Lex asked and then turned to look at the Kents.  They both nodded their heads and then placed their eyes on their son.  Lex was amazed that the Kents were being so approving.

 “And where am I going to sleep?”  Lex asked hoping to get an answer of in Clark's room.

 “With me” Clark said and then looked to his parents.

 “We can put a spare bed that we have in there; it should work out just fine.”  Jonathan said showing his approval.

 “Are you sure?”  Lex asked trying not to sound hopeful of spending the holidays with the Kents.

 “Positive” Martha said as she made her way past them and up the stairs to get clean sheets for both beds.

 “Okay” Lex said with a smile on his face.

 “Good, now come on” Clark said grabbing his hand as he walked into the kitchen.

 “Hungry” Lex said eyeing the sandwiches that Martha seemed to have been making for them.

 “Starved” Clark said as he grabbed a sandwich and began eating.  Lex soon dug in and they finished the sandwiches in short order, while Jonathan and Martha got Clark's room ready for both of them.  Once both Clark and Lex finished they sat in comfortable silence.

 “Tired” Lex asked to a nodding off Clark.

 “Yeah” Clark said glancing at the stairs to see if either his mother or father were on their way down.

 “How about I go and check?”  Lex said making his way up the stairs leaving Clark no room for argument.  When he arrived to the top of the stairs it was to be met with Martha getting ready to come down the stairs.

 “Clark is tired” Lex stated to Martha as he took in her happy appearance.

 “Well I just finished putting clean sheets on the beds, so you boys are good to go.”  Martha said nodding her head in the direction of Clark's room, which Jonathan was just walking out of.

 “I'll go and get Clark” Lex said making his way back down stairs again.

 “Ready” Lex called from the second to last stair.

 “Yeah, is everything ready?”  Clark asked tiredly as he made his way toward Lex.

 “Martha just finished” Lex said taking Clark's hand to lead him up the stairs.  When they reached the top of the stairs, Martha glanced at the hands that seemed glued together.  Lex flushed as he noticed where Martha was looking.

 “Well get in there young man” Martha said in a stern voice.  Clark laughed at how his mother could be happy one minute and stern the next.

 “Okay, okay” Clark said making his way into his room with Lex's hand still in his.  Once inside Lex tried to pull his hand away from Clark.

 “Lex stay with me?”  Clark said with a blush on his face.  He knew the question had more meaning then just sitting with him, but for now he would take what he could get from the older man.  Lex was amazed at Clark's question, he had to wonder if Clark's question had more meaning then just sitting with him until he fell asleep, but he wouldn't question it quite yet.

 “Sure Clark” Lex said making his way over to the other bed that sat in the room.

 “Let's put them together to get more room” Clark said blushing even more at the words he just said.

 “Are you okay with that?”  Lex asked with a shocked and amazed look on his normally stoic face.

 “Yeah” Clark said looking anywhere but at Lex.  Lex thought about it for a minute before deciding that sleeping with Clark would be way better than just sleeping in the same room as Clark.

 “Okay, do you want to help?”  Lex asked excited now that he had made the decision to let things work as Clark directed them.

 “No, how about you get dad to help?”  Clark said sitting at the desk chair in the corner of the room.

 “Sure, be right back” Lex said and then opened the door.  When Lex got outside of the door, he was met with Martha and Jonathan in the hall.  Lex was terrified of what was about to happen.

 “Mr. and Mrs. Kent” Lex said in the steady voice that didn't match his emotions.

 “Lex, dear call me Martha” Martha said smiling at the young man in front of her.  She had always known that Lex held a special place in Clark's heart, but she never knew that the sentiment was returned.

 “And call me Jonathan or Jon” a male voice spoke soon after Martha's.  Both Lex and Martha were surprised at the word spoken by Jonathan Kent, it had been no secret that Jonathan Kent was not a fan of the Luthors but it seemed that something had changed.

 “Okay” Lex said in the shaky voice.

 “Lex, we can see that you care for Clark.”  Martha started and then noticed the blush that stained Lex's cheeks.  Lex nodded his head in agreement.

 “What we can also tell is that you care for Clark in a much more romantic nature.”  Martha finished and she noticed that Lex was about to fight the words that she had said.

“Lex, don't.  Just know this, as long as your love for Clark is to last we don't care.  I would even say that we approve.”  Martha said looking at her husband that nodded his head and smiled at Lex.  Lex on the other hand was having a hard time understanding what was going on.

 “I don't think that I understand what you are saying to me.”  Lex croaked out of his throat.

 “Lex I think you do understand exactly what I am telling you.  Clark cares for you, how much I am not sure but it is safe to say that Clark cares more than he should about a friend even if it is a best friend.  I have a feeling that he would stop fighting for his life, if you weren't in his life.  Lex when you two fought Clark was devastated, and I know that you were in pretty bad shape yourself.”  Martha said watching as Lex nodded his head.  She could see thoughts running through his steel-blue eyes and she could say that Lex was beginning to understand what she was talking about.

 “Do you think….?” Lex left the sentence hanging because all three knew that would end the sentence. ‘Do you think Clark would have died if he hadn't come back?'  Martha didn't want to think about the answer, because she already knew that Clark would have died even with treatment.  She knew Clark felt as if he didn't have much to live for with out Lex in his life, Clark felt incomplete when not around the bald billionaire.

 “I think you already know the answer” Martha almost sobbed out.  No one in the hallway was ready for the door that opened from Clark's room.

 “Hey” Clark said sleepily.

 “Clark” the three of them said looking at Clark's tired visage.

 “Lex did you ask dad to help you move the bed?”  Clark asked and didn't notice the flush that came to Lex's face.

 “No not yet” Lex said looking to the Kents for their approval.

 “Okay” Jonathan said going into Clark's room to move the bed.

 “Where?”  He asked Clark, since he couldn't seem to figure out where the bed would go.

 “Next to mine” Clark said as he sat on the desk chair again.  Jonathan and Martha both gasped at the idea, while Lex hung back outside the door and Clark tried to stay awake in his chair.

 “Are you sure” Jonathan questioned.  He hadn't realized that their relationship was this far.

 “Yeah, I seem to sleep better when Lex is close by” Clark said blushing at the admission he just made.  By that time Lex had made his way into the room and smiled at the words in delight.

 “Just so long as you are certain” Jonathan said going toward the other bed to begin to move it.  Martha smiled at the look on both of the boys faces.  Lex's was one of pure delight and rightness, while Clark looked content and complete.  Jonathan moved the bed in short order and soon where one twin was, now there were two twins making a king sized bed.  When the move was complete, Lex rushed over to Clark and ushered him into bed.  As he did so both Martha and Jonathan watched as the two interacted.  Watching them was like watching themselves and it made their hearts lighter, that Clark had found the perfect mate in Lex.  Both deserved the happiness that shined on their faces now.

 “Quit fussing” Clark said smiling at Lex and his “mother hen” mode.

 “I want to make sure that you are comfortable” Lex said fussing one again with Clark's blankets.

 “I'm fine” Clark whined and then closed his eyes to stop any arguments from Lex.  It worked well since Lex stopped fussing as soon as Clark closed his eyes.  Martha giggled at the scene, her son had Lex wrapped around his little finger and didn't even know it.  Lex watched Clark for a few moments before deciding to leave the room so that Clark could rest.  As he exited with Martha and Jonathan in toe, Clark opened his eyes to see Lex leaving the room.

 “Lex….stay” was Clark sleepy call over to Lex.  Lex turned his head and saw the look of unease and tiredness on Clark's face.  He could not deny Clark anything, so he backed up with Martha and Jonathan watching the scene.

 “Clark it's okay” Lex said rubbing Clark's cheek with his hand as he sat on the bed.  Clark nodded and then closed his eyes again.  Lex looked to the Kents, to see if this was okay and saw them both smile.  Lex nodded his head and then began to take off his shoes, socks, shirt when he got to his pants Clark opened his eyes and then pointed to the chest of drawers on the opposite wall and with the sleepy words of:

 “Bottom drawer”

 Lex was confused for a moment before he realized that Clark was talking about his pajamas when he opened the drawer and saw t-shirts and flannel pants.  Lex pulled out a pair of flannel sleeping pants in an emerald green, and also pulled out a clean white t-shirt.  Lex glanced at Clark and saw that he was asleep so he changed quickly before Clark began to look for him again.  Just as he finished pulling the shirt over his head, Clark opened his eyes once again.

 “Lex” Clark said holding out his hand for Lex to take.  Lex took the hand with a deep breath and then slowly got into bed with Clark for the first time.  As Lex laid there stiff as a board on the bed, he began to wonder if this was a good idea.  If the hard on was anything to go by, he would have said yes but he didn't want to explain to Clark why he was reacting that way.  The decision on whether or not be would get back out of bed was taken from him as Clark rested his head on Lex's chest.

 “Warm” Clark said snuggling deeper into Lex's space and body.  Over the next couple of hours Clark and Lex slept as if this was the first time that they were able to get a good quality sleep, and for both of them it was.  Martha checked on them at different times, until she decided that it was time for them to wake up and get ready for dinner.

 “Boys” Martha called from the door, watching as Clark curled around Lex more as the door was opened, as if protecting Lex from some unseen force.  Lex mumbled something and tightened his hold on Clark for a moment.

 “Boys” Martha said louder, that seemed to have caught Lex's attention because he soon opened his eyes and found Martha at the door.

 “Mrs….Martha” Lex said with a sleep slogged voice.

 “Lex will you get Clark up?  It's supper time.”  Martha said before making her way out of the door again and down stairs.  The next couple of days occurred in the same manner, where Lex would make Clark rest and Lex would fuss over Clark.  It wasn't until Thanksgiving Day a couple of days later that things changed.

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